i thought i got past all those depressing stuffs,
but apparently i havent.
i feel so useless just now.
i thought everything is okay,
but it seems that i was deceiving myself with the start anew thing.
i broke down just now.
come on luh weehao.
i mean,
who would want to go with you?
please wake up can?
you are meant to be alone.
so be it.