zzz. i really dun have to energy to go on anymore. theres only me left in my world. alone. the people close to me are drifting away. like part of my body being PLUCKED off. the pain is UNBEARABLE. its time to face reality. i am LONELY. serious. lets talk about my FAMILY first.

family: theres 2 ultra nagging machines;parents
1 HUGE pain in my ARSE;younger brother
1 HUGE force over me;elder brother.

cousins: my cousins seems to be finding me irritating. they dont talk to me like before.
they have EVERYONE there. they dunn nidd me anymore.
my cousin from my fathers side has a boyfren and spends more wif him than me.

frens: PRIMARY SCHOOL: we meet only like once every 6 months ?
all those naive talks and thoughts about being frens FOREVER.
he has his frens;she has her frens.
its not their fault. they are busy. i expect too much.
SECONDARY SCHOOL: no one wanns to go out wiff me. I SMS. NO REPLY.
everytime busy. EVERYTIME.
only has few TRUE frens who noes me well enough.

dats about all luh. pls. people who read this post. i am not trying to be crude luh. its just dat i cant stand all this anymore. nevermind luh. LIFE is FULL OF HOPES. (: i can survive alone. at least i still have my TV. :D